i hate realizing i have a crush on someone
because my heart gets all achy just wishing theyd want to talk to me. wishing theyd text me first, wishing theyd say something ive been waiting for. everything tells me that it wont happen, and despite myself i get to hopelessly wishing it will. i dont wanna get my hopes up anymore. even more so, i dont want to keep clinging on to this irrational thought that one last love is out there for me....
watching elizabethtown. duh.
i tried to look nice today
…and thats that.